A new beginning

We are living in a world of happiness, at least that’s how it looks like.

But if we share our feelings by showing off in clubs and partying or updating our Facebook status by ending with a smile, there is no certitude that we feel complete, one way or another. What happens when we are between the borders of two different worlds?  We pretend everything is perfect and do nothing? Or maybe we say it’s time to face the problems and see things through a pair of “brand new” eyes.

Sometimes you feel happy and sad. And you still try to figure out how it’s that even possible.

Looking around me I see all kind of people. Some of them are facing problems they never had before.  When they escape from a daily routine or a long relationship, it feels like suffocating. I know that feeling so damn good, I had it for a long time. But even if you feel lost, you know time has come. Time for a change, a big one.  Bad situations are caused by bad decisions. But what happens when it feels the opposite – what happens when it feels like the best decision of your life?

If someone would ask me what’s the best and worst decision I’ve ever made.. I would probably need some time to think and still give no answer. I regret many things in my life but, because of those bad decisions I am who I am right now. I feel like a different person and ready to face a new world, and why not, same problems again. I know how to handle extreme situations and how not to feel uncomfortable, disappointed or sad anymore.

Who am I?

Day by day, I learn more things about myself. I know where my place is and I also know it’s not home. Talking with people I realised that I’m not the only one. Many of us leave the country because of a reason: a relationship without trust that ended bad, parental control or money. You might find yourself between these reasons, but I don’t. Sometimes it’s better to fallow your heart, and if you feel better in the other corner of the world, well, just do it! You don’t have to think twice, at the end, how bad could it be? Seeing different places around the world and meeting new people, having a job, money and why not, your personal life.

I think it’s time for a new beginning.