Posts Tagged ‘feelings’

Thinking of nothing

December 9, 2011 2 comments

Today I realized I need more space for my words and because my laptop is probably my best friend, I will start updating this blog for myself, first of all, and next for everybody who thinks this is something different. I don’t see myself an important person or a model for someone in life, but I do think I share same feelings with people of my age, and not only. I am not afraid to walk this world alone, but if you want to do it with me, you’re more than welcome!

It’s a beautiful world outside my window. I don’t wanna call it a depressing day! between us, depressing it’s a “pretty” ugly word! (funny how pretty and ugly can sometimes be part of the same sentence) Anyway, I don’t know what’s happening to me lately. Don’t feel like going out, and trust me, I’m a party animal! Thinking is now part of my daily routine. Suddenly, I find myself spending most of the day thinking of next day, next month, next year too! This is the perfect moment when I’m waiting for someone to tell me:

“DO NOT BE WORRIED, I do the same!”

So what do you think I should do? I’m not lonely. I’m just alone in my world of thoughts. Some of them are changing color into dark, but it’s similar to life. I stopped believing this world is Wonderland when I found out Santa it’s just a legend and love is just a four letter word.